Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My songs so far.

Well this is my first blog! This is new to me but I'll get use to it. So I've been creating songs for a long time now. For me to write new songs may sometimes be challenging but most of the time i can write a song within five minutes. Don't just judge me because of the way I write. Maybe if you stick around long enough you'll get a good use out of my blog. Now onto my main focus. The songs I've written so far. Some of them don't have titles yet and it makes me sad because of it, but if you read through the lyrics and you think of a good title for the song. I may end up putting that up as the title. I highly doubt anyone will really look at this, but if it gets noticed that will be good for me. So now for the songs. Here they are not in any particular order.

song one

after everything around me collapses
i feel like it's all being smothered to ashes
my life isn't getting better when i get flashbacks
that show the past, my truth the crap i threw back
i remember when i had a good life.
like the life i really needed and wanted
but that all fell during that horrible day.
she walked away with no signs of what happened.
i looked at her and all she could say was i'm done with you now onto the next one
i had another flashback then
to go back to the first girl in my life to make a difference
i remembered the way she looked at me as i walked past her for the first time

how did i get to the end like this?
i've been jumping through time all my life
i look up at the stars and think how did i come to this
how come i was never loved?
why did this have to happen to me!

i walked through the halls of my old school looking around as i remembered the good and bad times
i wish it could of lasted longer
i go through another flashback
it's the summer time
i'm talking to a girl who means the world to me then it all falls apart
because i started to lie to her
i never meant to lie
i never wanted to do it at all

how did i get to the end like this?
i've been jumping through time all my life
i look up at the stars and think how did i come to this
how come i was never loved?
why did this have to happen to me!

i wish i could of fixed it all
made her see that i never meant to do anything to her
i wanted to show her how i really felt about her until i did what i did
god why the hell did i do it?

how did i get to the end like this?
i've been jumping through time all my life
i look up at the stars and think how did i come to this
now i see why i we never loved and needed
i see why this happened the way it did
but still why did this have to happen to me!

song two

The Shadows

Quickly as the shadows form they strike us with our fears. Devise a little plan to trap us in our nightmares. Watch as one of us get's dragged down deep into the shadows world to make us see what is real.

As the shadows start to manipulate our minds to make us see the dreams. I grab my sword to fight against these shadows to get rid of these fears. Love shall clear this all and make the fears disappear.

We hide in the light from the deathly shadows. Holding onto the light and our love to fight. This never ending darkness. From the bottom of our broken hearts.

We rise as one against the dark. To show what is real. Not a thing to fear. From these shadows of our broken hearts. It's what keeps us back. From finding love that helps us through the darkest parts of our nightmares.

song three

as i sit here thinking about my life  it makes me want to just throw it all away i remember everything she told me all the words that made me feel safe i always look at her picture and wish she was still here after all that happened i can't believe i lost her

driving through the night as we're having a good time drunk and not able to focus  i kept driving with her in the passenger seat i look over and smile for an instance  it happened so quick i didn't know it till i woke up in a hospital bed

dear god, why didn't you give me the signs? i shouldn't of done what i did.  i lost everything all because i screwed up and drove drunk.  i miss her with all my heart and hopefully i'll see her soon

pulling out a gun i think of all the days we had fun the day we got married the day i told you i loved you the day we first met i wish i didn't do what i did  as i put this gun to my temple all i can do is think to myself

dear god, why didn't you give me the signs? i shouldn't of done what i did.  i lost everything all because i screwed up and drove drunk.  i miss her with all my heart and hopefully i'll see her soon  i took her picture and closed my eyes then pulled the trigger as the blood went everywhere i saw a white light heading towards the sky i smile knowing i'll see her soon...

song four

What’s left to believe in when all your friends go away
What’s their to do when your life is astray
Is their something of great importance to find
Or is there nothing else for you to go after...

There was a time when friends were everything
They meant the world to me
I would help them out of the holes they have dug
And helped them find a way

To get back on track
To figure out what to do
To make a life that’s worth it
And not a friend to lose
That’s the life we strive for...

To strive for a life worth living
To find friends that can help us till the end
Not a moment to lose to find some good friends
There’s a life out there that’s worth it
You’ve just gotta go and make good decisions
And that will help you find a way

To get back on track
To figure out what to do
To make a life that’s worth it
And not a friend to lose
That’s the life we strive for...

Till the end of it all
Who will be there for you?
Will you find new friends
Or go on without them?
That’s a decision that will effect you
Every step you take may lead you...

Back on track
Figure out what to do
Make a life that’s worth it
And not a friend to lose
That’s the life we all strive for..
The life we all strive for....
The life we all strive for.

song five

This is the end of the world
The war is ripping us apart
We can’t make amends to make everything so much better
We have no choice but to surrender everything

The war goes on without an end
It will keep going as new generations are made
The deaths of the old and new
Will create a tragic mess through this horrible war

The war can not be stopped
No matter how hard we try
We can not keep the peace in this world
Gone dry..

The war goes on without an end
It will keep going as new generations are made
The deaths of the old and new
Will create a tragic mess through this horrible war

This mess we make trying to create peace
Will make everything worse
Because no one can get along in a world like this..

The war goes on without an end
It will keep going as new generations are made
The deaths of the old and new
Will create a tragic mess through this horrible war
This horrible war....
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I'll fix any grammar issues later, but for now take a look at this and give me your opinion on the songs.